Random Stuff


Random Stuff
~On a serious note: I've dealt with depression all my life, but I have to say it is getting harder for me to get through the days and weeks. It has gotten worst for these past two years for me. I am not happy with where I am at with my job and just not happy that much at all. I like that I answer to no one and am single. I love spending time alone riding my bike around the city. Plus, I enjoy writing and such, but I just can't get out of this feeling of sadness. I wish I could just suck it up or being a complete moron. Part of it is just hating every minute of my work, and not waiting anything to do with the place. Someday, I really need to quit my job and just walk the Earth...or join Star Fleet.
~Today, I had the entire class laughing out loud because of a comment I said. I even had the professor say, “I needed that laugh. That was good.” And, in another life time, I would have been a comedian. I think because my life hasn't been a bed of roses, I have a different look at life than normal people.
~I am currently writing a paper on videogames and time travel and space bending. Basically, I am saying that games have a slight edge on other sci-fi media types because of the expansive hours and interactive story elements.
~Once again, Campus Police are total dicks: The cops peppered strayed a Santa Monica City College. Really, are they really that much of a threat? It is true they got a bit ruckus in the protest. You have to love that paying students actually get peppered strayed. That's not the way a company makes a profit. I have to wonder how Fox news is going to spin it?

Comments

MC said…
Depression is a serious disorder, so don't feel like you have to toughen up or that you are being stupid because you can't just snap out of it, and don't let anyone make you feel that way.
Thursday, April 05, 2012 2:27:00 PM
Semaj said…
Thanks, I just don't want it to slow me down and make it seem I'm more emo than usual. I generally have dealt with it all my life, it has just gotten worst over last the last years.
Friday, April 06, 2012 5:33:00 PM
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